You know the feeling you get when something that has bothered you for so long once again presses itself fresh on your brain through something happening to remind you and you want to SCREAM and cry and kick and throw a colossal-size temper tantrum just like a little kid and then you press yourself down and quit because you know, like that little kid doesn't, that it won't do any good and nothing will have changed at the end.
That's how I feel right now. . .